today i had my very 1st cg with my sim-hope church friends... although it was a bit long, it was indeed an eye-opener for me and a very enlightening experience for me =) i really hold my cg leader, carrie, in utmost admiration as she's really very knowledgeable with god's teaching and values, and she is ever-patient with me as she knows i'm a new believer. i totally enjoyed myself at praise and worship today during cg, and i'm looking forward to my next cg =)))

dear lord... please bless my remaining sisters and brother junyao all the best in their upcoming exams... give them strength, wisdom, knowledge, and whatever else they need to get through this exam phase... i know you will be there for them as you were there for me last week... bless them with all the good luck that they will pass their exams with flying colors~ in most precious name of jesus we pray, amen! =)))))

this is dedicated to my tu mei aka disciple... you need not feel that you are a lousy instructor, cos how do you define the word 'lousy'? if your campers never cry, means you are lousy? and even if your campers did cry, it does not mean that you are zai. therefore, personally, i feel that in order to be a zai instructor, one must first have self-confidence, which is very essential. it's not about how many camps you do, but whether after every camp, the lessons and values you learn, do you put it into good use in the next camp. in addition, i feel that as newbies, you all need not feel inferior as compared to the lao jiaos, as the lao jiaos were newbies too. instead of feeling inferior, you should look up to the lao jiaos as role models, and learn all the good things (not the bad things hor!) from there, you will slowly improve, and one day, you will be the laojiao teaching the newbies the ropes of being a zai instructor =)))

P A S S I O N: Camps!!! here i come~~~

 

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