saturday 19/4 4am is an unforgettable date and event, but i'm really glad that you are feeling much better and fine le.. just know that i will always be here for you can le, cos at times, there is a certain limit that one can tolerate. remember this: there is no such thing as fairness in this world, and the more you compare, the more miserable you will become. instead of wallowing because of the shortcomings and flaws you experience, take full advantage of them, overtake them, and tell them you are stronger, then everything will be fine. =)

i'm studying at the airport now. sunday 20/4 6.13pm. have been studying here since 11am, sitted comfortably at the corner of t2 starbucks, drinking my favorite caramel frapp =) done with studying the com242 chapters once; whereby later going home to read through bob's notes and my own notes, then zzz! i hope should be sufficient and enough for me to get through tomorrow's com242 paper =) now typing the 5th chapter of the 9 chapters for com442 final exam, seems like a never-ending process man! argh!!! lord! give me strength and wisdom and knowledge and photgraphic memory, so i can recall what i had studied and 'vomit' everything out during the exam. haha! am i too greedy lord? lol! but that's what junyao and jesline taught me, just pray, cos it's free! hee;)

dear lord... i know you have always been beside me, supporting me, granting me wisdom and knowledge and strength to get over this exam phase. i also know that my sim cg friends are also praying hard for me to do well, and it is really very encouraging and motivating. i'm trying my best to stay focused, as i know myself too well, cos if i'm not focused, i will not be able to do well in this exams. i have tried my very best to hold back all my feelings and emotions till thursday 24/4 then think about it. i know i will be able to focused enough to get through the remaining 4 days =) in jesus's name we pray, amen!

i will do my best, while god will do the rest

i still miss you a lot, and you are in my prayers everyday =)

 

potato signing off 6:09 pm