just reached home from school.. kinda moodless in a way. got to edit and vet the powerpoint presentation for com300 by tonight. anyway, this blog post is dedicated to 2 girls who are special to me and others:

others
to whoever who is pissed or angry or irritated with the way i'm treating jaclyn, i apologize. i know at times, things that i do, will not be to the liking of others; but what i can confidently say is whatever i had done for her, is purely from my heart.

jolene
since east view camp, i've always treated you as my own younger sister; whereby i hope you also treat me as your own elder brother also. anyway, i want to say sorry to you for making use of you to get close to jaclyn and to get information about her from you. at times, i admit and regret that i do not take your feelings into consideration, and due to your character and nature, you seldom say no to me. therefore, i'm so sorry again for causing you unnecessary trouble and you have my word that i will never come and ask you anything about jaclyn. however, i sincerely and pray that the both of us can stay as good friends, just like brother and sister =)
(p.s. i hope the glutton's bay makan session can have episode 2)

jaclyn
i'm very very very sorry if knowing me caused you any unnecessary trouble or confusion. i did not mean to, and i agree with you that at times, i may just piss people off with my actions, even without me realizing it. with regards to the closure you gave me about 3 hours ago, i kinda expect it coming already, but did not expect it to be so soon. i thought of asking you after my last final exam paper ends on 24 Apr, but i think now don't need wait till then le. what i got to say is please take good care of yourself next time when doing camps, take care of yourself in the future university you are going to, and all the best in everything you do in life! do not worry, i will pray hard for you, which i always do before every meal and before i sleep =)

ever since being a christian, i kinda found a new direction in life. thanks to jolene and jaclyn for introducing Jesus to me, which really made my life much better =) to tell the truth, i'm really not feeling good now, especially at this period of time when my final exams are coming, but oh wells.. i just got to be professional enough, not to let my personal stuff affect my school work. at least for now, i need not think so much and concentrate fully on my upcoming exams.

just a small shout-out to jolene and jaclyn... i really look forward to be able to do camps with the both of you again, just like east view camp. i hope that you 2 will still want to be my friends, hang out and have fun; whereby if you all do not want to, i bet that will feel worse than being rejected, cos to me, friends is very important and essential to me.

it will be hard to let go..
but it's ok..
potato will be strong enough to get through this..
have a little faith..
you can do it.

 

potato signing off 3:32 pm